last day of november 2011, which also marks me having left korea for a month already.

i still miss the place, the people, the feeling i experienced there.
i'll be back, definitely.

so technically, lots has happened within a month. applied for and secured a job; i'll be starting in decemeber. i'm carrying a mixture of anticipation, excitment, fear, and perhaps even dread...? i'm a lazy person by nature, i do not like to be restricted and confined to schedules, but i've long learnt that routines will bring some sort of order in life, and perhaps, this will be better for the greater good.

regardless, the point of the entry is that...time flies. i can mope, wallow in my memories of korea... but the world goes on. people are struggling to survive and i should be counting my blessings.

so with some sort of renewed vigour, i shall face this new experience head on.

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been trying to make the most of my remaining days left before i start work; caught you're the apple of my eye again. i dont watch movies often so it says alot when i actually bother to watch one twice.
i'm not sure why i'm so drawn to it.. the plot, the actors, the feelings it evokes perhaps ---
we've all got things we've got to give up on, but we learn, we grow, and we hope for the best...
我想成为很厉害的人, 让着世界因为有了我有一点点的改变

cheers.

i feel, i miss, i react, i make mistakes, i realise, i learn, i experience, i live...

人生短短几十年；就是要活得精彩

had such high hopes for One Day,
but it left me more distracted n depressed than ever.

"whatever happens tomorrow, we have today."

sheesh.

Oct 2008 - blissfully unaware.. not sure what I was doing but pottering about as usual

Oct 2009 - i probably aged 10 years then.. can't say it was the worst time of my life but it definitely wasn't the best. nonetheless, it was an experience I learnt from..

Oct 2010 - Fourth year in school and focus had to placed on that. Fate brought JVG into my life as well.. for awhile.. at least.

Oct 2011 - My 'me month'.. winding down after 3 months of internship. Still finding myself in life, applying for jobs, korea trip... met people whom i'm unlikely to ever forget. I strongly believe that they were brought into my life for a reason...

I wonder what next October will bring..

i'm.. missing korea.

been about 5 days since i've been back.. how time flies. time flew when i was in Korea; back in Singapore it further reminds me life has to move on now.

the trip has given me new perspective, and in some ways made me want to be a better person.
I see people like A who works hard for his living, given the long hours and heavy commitment - yet he does is well - it could be the culture or just the way he is, or it could be his fight, his spirit.
anyhow, thank you A. quoting you; 希望你能天天能吃到牛肉, 回去你幸福美满的家. 最重要的, 希望你和家人身体健康.

B.. i don't know. I couldn't talk to you then and I'm unable to talk to you now. you're not even in Singapore anymore.. yet.
我明明知道我们是不同世界的人, 但不知为何很想踏进你的世界.
也许这就会永远是个梦想吧.. 自己当出不保握机会, 现在太迟了.
无论如何, 祝福你. 希望你凡事顺顺利利, 身体健康, 快快乐乐的.

happenstance - it can only happen without planning, without expectations: and it all happened in korea.
great trip nonetheless, great scenary, cool weather, although i got sick of the food halfway.. haha. great people....

and i'll be missing you.

一个人的安宁