i last posted in september of 2012.

we're already in february 2013.. 5 months forward.

so much has happened, yet my life seems to have come to a sort of stand still.

to summarise:
- work has been draining the life out of me. the talk today gave some comfort but still.. how long can i sustain this in the long run? 2 jobs in a year is definitely not a good record. is my heart still in it?
- been with you going 9months now. we've settled in a routine of sorts.. my temper has been incredibly short and im constantly getting irritated by little things. really minor things, even though i am conscious and aware that you're trying your best in many ways. i wish i could be better to you. and you give in so much to me.
- here and now.. E, you're still in my thoughts.

whatever will be, will be.