28/09/2013.

When I first met you and everything happened.

Nearing two months on, I'm wearing out.

You made me the happiest I've ever been but you also made me really upset. I cant even begin to describe how happy you made me. How, deliriously happy. How familiar and comforting, yet the knowledge that it wouldn't last.

Something suddenly changed over night. On sat night you didn't want to stay over, saying your mom would ask. But honestly, I don't think it was that. Something changed.. maybe because you knew we couldn't sleep tgt due to my injuries or sth. I'm not sure. Then sunday when I texted you you were just cold. Whatever the reasons, I don't think it matters now. I know you'll be fine in no time. Maybe I was just a distraction for you, something for you to while your time away while you were getting over your ex gf. You also told me you were dating a number of people before you met me.. so maybe that is your nature.

Whatever it is, it no longer matters.

Know that you made me really happy. Whatever happens, I wish you all the best always, and may you find someone whom would make you feel loved, and love you as you are.

I'm letting go.