again.

we made up, we tried to make it work.

but there comes a point where I have no choice but to acknowledge that this isn't working.

where your lies are getting so much, where your temper is getting more and more explosive, where I don't feel loved anymore.

I feel blamed for every single thing that goes wrong; fear, even.

that you seem apparently more attracted and giving to your ex.

am I just a companion whose opinion does not matter?

09/03/2014 - the day I realised it's time I have to let go. it's no longer a matter of choice. its what I have to do for myself.

10/03/2014 - you texted me in the morning as usual. I just said, take care.
you texted, you called, but what else is there to be said?

you know what.. you are so so special to me. even if you never ever see it. even if you don't agree.

i'm letting you go love. and I hope that someday somehow, you will find true happiness. in someone that loves you so so much as you wish to be loved. and please, make the person feel loved too.

my best to you always.

I still miss you.. always will.