trying to let it go and accept that perhaps its just you; your bluntness and penchant for speaking without thinking through what your words could effect. and perhaps, that it should mean nothing more than curiosity on your part.

but why did you have to ask me/say all these only when no one else was around?

i hate that you have the ability to do this to me.. and sway my feelings for you.
whatever it is, i'm holding on to the belief that it will all be better for you.